Engine Running

Breath is even, spine is straight,
Last time I will see this view.
Engine running in the drive, never felt this kind of calm.
No apologies, no "nope." Just the click of locks behind,
Everything I couldn't say.
Fades to taillights on the road.
I hearse this for a year, every reason, every fear.
Now there's nothing left to prove, just the motion,