Used to Be Whole

I thought I'd just be missing you,
But it's more than that somehow.
The person that I was with you,
He's gone and I can't get him out.
I lost you, and I lost me too.
The version that existed when I had you.
Now every day feels like the last.
I'm stuck between the future and the past.
I lost you, and I lost me too.
The blue light keeps on falling.
The rain won't let me go.